The page online confessional of Big Brother, Tamara told his last story that will leave as follows: The note is titled "My dream "
ago almost 4 ½ years began a very difficult road to travel for my family and I, my parents are people q in life were not many opportunities to be happy, both were beaten, and in the case of my dad than it had q out to shine shoes at a very tiny porq but beat him stronger, through 20 years and recently had cleft palate at this age could raise money to finish an operation, and having their first child.
My mom from a family of straight parents of field, if something was wrong, the beat with the whip q caballos.Bueno stick to this story as I understand porq q q say had very little chance of being happy . Summing up a bit before us the last three, my mom and dad, they raised the remaining 6 bigger, when I am reaching my mid-teens, fifteen years, beginning this q now gives me strength to continue living , my mother began to suffer many discomforts, q sabian not explain, so q was many months to fully woke up one day deformed, but really not exaggerated, swollen lips down q reaching below chin, cheekbones, full enronchada and poking around the body, and cried without addition of nerves, the first q awake that day is my , I jumped out of bed and woke up my dad, and grabbed a few minutes journey to capital, Jujuy, and the noon news gives q had lupus, after being told he had to AIDS ... q porq no one knew and q could not understand was, well after it said had taken so long q q decile had the disease was not very common porq .. from there began my commitment to get through.
This disease, lupus, is a fatal disease, bone can not be cured attack the defenses, and also has q q take steroids to prevent the disease advances, but as this is a very strong drug is like if you turn the kill but inside, porq produces many side effects such as swelling, retention fluids, bowel problems, dizziness, low pressure and attacks the bone calcium that is then in turn has q qa take lots more pills to counteract these effects, then q is why my mom always say qa are killing me, porq with so many drugs in the body there to see it day q q quiet and hurt anything .. Q
While my mom was sick my dad discovered advanced prostate, and I find one of my brothers porq me my mom would not stop mourn and q only saw more share was strong for me.
So with this my dad is starting to feel useless porq no longer had the strength to continue working or not emotionally or physically, my mom could not stop going to school so ill, she works as a teacher replacement, porq in q then ever we needed more money, we were the last three very young still, My father is starting to complicate enough to get a job at the company he works porq holding small works to paint or sand, but as more and more people are titles, and q have money, found it difficult to follow the first q porq had no title, and second qa resources to buy it came out three times and therefore charged to the q perform her job playing against.
My mom for his disease can not be working as q works, porq can not be in contact with many children, and q by their illness does not have the necessary defenses to protect against disease q can have the babies, either flu or a cold, my mom for that disease crap, if you get it as having pneumonia or so.
Well today I fight for all this and so much q is also very difficult to express in this online confessional, but it is more or less something of everything going on in my family q, q I just want to know something very important, I do not enter gan brother to me, I did just for them, for my parents many years ago q I do not think, even to choose my career, anything, everything and every one of my steps is thinking of his happiness, just let me tell you something to look porq q I have even more strength, my mom and I have hopes for the q Jujuy doctors have been wrong yq not really have that disease, so much struggle to have money and take it anywhere and q is how we check with my mom, but as soon as possible matanto porq me are so many drugs. It's orrible up and think every day q 24 hours have passed. And time is running q q my mother is dying and not doing anything. Q
But I also know something, I am a single struggling not here q, but q come until today and forever from the hand of Jesus and Mary, I have great faith q I will be able some day, I q I will help them, and I want to know q q q no matter what happens I will never stop fighting for them, for my parents. porq are the light of my eyes. If there often say q q be blind I do not care or know what the other's strategy q can do or anything like that, so q is I'm telling you I have in my hand the little boy played jesus and q is from move heaven and the chips as they say here tdos us better q, I q I committed is only to be good people, so qa porq me interested, is to win, but in life. And as my life are my parents and my brothers, they are healthy need q to q day I can be my family, to succeed, q be there. Y for my two younger brothers also have a long q go.
cost me much to come to write all this, because rarely try to think back all q happens to me, almost lways try to fight without thinking porq me folded in two. But this was necessary, jesi porq q told me this was part of fight for them, aunq me a lot of shame, I would not like q porq no one sits on the obligation to be part of even a second of all, I come carrying q years. But I write for him wholeheartedly q really even feel like reading this to come with just a few minutes.
Thank you for always, the q with me making my stamina as we say in the north JEJ, and q are lit also recently or today.
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